Hey everyone. I hope you had a wonderful summer. I wanted to write this post for a long time, and finally, I have some energy to do it. It’s been a long summer and quite difficult for me. In May, I felt that I needed to take a break from photography, as the Spring season is not really inspiring to me. I went out to photograph, but the weather was just blah, so I called it and took a couple of weeks off.

As I started to photograph again in mid-June, I started getting strange pain in my left leg. It was really mild at first, and I just thought I needed to rest. As time went on, it got worse, and in late June, I went to see an osteopath three times, but it didn’t work, so in August, I went to see a doctor. The doctor diagnosed a nerve problem in my back with a possibility that I have a bulging disc. She sent me to physiotherapy.

After my first physiotherapy session, things seemed to get better, and I got some pain relief. The next week the pain went back and forth. One day it would be mild, and the other was really bad. I couldn’t stand for more than 10 minutes before I got pain going from the lower back to the left side of my feet. There was no consistency in what I had done the previous day to make it better. It just was random.

Two weeks ago, my lower back was really stiff on Sunday, and I thought it would be fine the next morning. But I couldn’t have been more wrong. The next night I woke up in the middle of the night with severe pain in the left leg and lower back. I tried sleeping, but I couldn’t find a way to put my body to get any relief in pain. It was something else. I took some painkillers and hoped for the best. I finally fell asleep after four hours in bed. In the morning, I woke up and tried to get up, but I couldn’t. The pain was so bad that I couldn't do it even when I tried to crawl.

I called the doctor, and she told me to get stronger painkillers. My wife was kind enough to deliver them to me. Later that day, I barely got out of bed to walk. I couldn’t walk straight. My body was fully twisted to the left. Finally, the meds helped me get some sleep. It was a struggle the whole day and night, but since I had no problem peeing or no muscle weakness, the doctor told me to stay home and try to move and walk. I did what she told me, but on Tuesday, I could barely get out of my bed, and then I realized that my left calf muscle was not responding, and I couldn't walk normally.

I called the doctor, and she told me to go to the emergency. As my wife was driving me to the hospital, my left leg started to get numb. I couldn’t feel my butt. The pain was excruciating. I got straight into the surgery ward. The next day I got a CT-scan, and they confirmed the bulging disc on my lower back. After a long couple of days, on Friday, I had a successful surgery. Immediately after the surgery, the leg pain was gone.

It has now been a week after the surgery. I write this from my bed. My left leg still has some problems; the calf muscle is partially numb, and so is my pinky toe and heel. I can walk, but it’s not easy. I try to walk as often as possible to keep getting better. I still have 7-9 weeks of recovery to get fully back on photography. Since I can’t lift anything heavy or do any necessary movements, landscape photography is not an option. I hope to get back on my feet and start doing what I love to do.

I’m forever grateful to the hospital staff in HUS and my lovely wife for the support, caring, and helping me along the way.

I also want to thank everyone who has supported me by buying my prints and tutorials. Thank you!

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Here is a photograph I took in August, one foggy night. It wasn’t easy to capture it with the problems I had, but I’m glad I went out that night.